I have no idea what to do now... should i or shouldn't i call it off? i think i should. it feels like i should. but then i'm scared. Scared of what i might lose. Scared of the unknown. It doesn't feel the same anymore. The feeling that i used to love and wished that somehow will never fade... is gone. Sometimes i want to go back. Because then, i found a place where i can feel at home and be who i am without being judged. But that is merely a dream. I could never go back... and change what i left undone.
Forever,
Needing You