Sometimes i wonder if Bubble (I can't think of a good codename right now okay? Bubble, because he always bursts my bubble) still cares. Ignore. Ignore. Ignore. That's all he does. It's kind of irritating actually. I get it, he's in a far away land called england and he's got work but couldn't he call once in awhile? Couldn't he ask how my day went or at least pretend to listen to me when i babble about something? Couldn't he act as if he still cares? Ugh. What distance does to people.

I can't even remember the last time he sent me a birthday present. I can't remember the last time we talked. Not small talk talk. But the i'm-enjoying-this-conversation kind of talk. He's already spent three years there and he couldn't even-- Nevermind. The wrong people might see this. So i'll just stop right there. Anyway, my friends are waiting for me. Kay. Thanks. Bye.

Forever,

Needing You

Whoah. Long time huh? I can't believe it. I'm in junior year already. JUNIOR YEAR. The year that decides my entire life. Okay, a bit dramatic but hey, I've never been normal now have i? Well, it's kinda true anyway. Grades will play an important rule this year. College apps remember?

My folks say we're moving up north. Like waaay north. Canada north. Yeah. I know. New school, new friends, new environment and all that shit. It's gonna be real tough. Specially leaving my family. No, not my family family, but my other family. My Heronvale family. *Le sigh* I don't really wanna talk about that right now. It makes me too sad. Let's talk about something else.... Hmm...

OH! I know. I finally figured what i'll be taking up for college. I was planning on taking Psychology as my pre-med and then go all the way with MDCM. Where you ask? McGill University. Yeah, that's pretty much my life plan. Just get into med school and be a doctor. So, why med school? Well... a certain someone by the name of Gregory House convinced me to. Loljk. It's because as a kid, I've always wanted to be a super hero. And i guess being a doctor is the closest thing to becoming one.

Spell high hopes right? Haha. Nah, i know i can do it. Well... I'd like to think i can. Yeah, i can do it. I'm a Heronvale and a Slytherin one at that. I just have to take one step at a time... Gosh. Nine more years of studying after high school. I hope i have the patience for it. Anyway, i need to go now. I think the person behind me is starting to read this so... yeah. Later.

Forever,

Needing You.