Sometimes i wonder if Bubble (I can't think of a good codename right now okay? Bubble, because he always bursts my bubble) still cares. Ignore. Ignore. Ignore. That's all he does. It's kind of irritating actually. I get it, he's in a far away land called england and he's got work but couldn't he call once in awhile? Couldn't he ask how my day went or at least pretend to listen to me when i babble about something? Couldn't he act as if he still cares? Ugh. What distance does to people.

I can't even remember the last time he sent me a birthday present. I can't remember the last time we talked. Not small talk talk. But the i'm-enjoying-this-conversation kind of talk. He's already spent three years there and he couldn't even-- Nevermind. The wrong people might see this. So i'll just stop right there. Anyway, my friends are waiting for me. Kay. Thanks. Bye.

Forever,

Needing You