I asked, you said you'll try. I begged, you said you'll try harder. In the end...Nothing. I just never learn do i? I should've known better. I am so sick and tired of this so-called "Cycle" we go through. But even after everything, after you've crushed me into a thousand little pieces again, i still trust you. Or at least i did. I'll try not to do that now.
I need to vent. Sadly, i don't really think i have anyone for that. Not right now. Don't get me wrong, i love SF and Alejandro with all my heart. it's just that... i don't think i can be that open right now. I'm thankful though. For having this blog that no one really knows about. Well... not really no one, just a really few people.
Signing off now. Bye.
P.S.
I received another shiny piece of blue paper again this quarter.
